Downtown Is waiting

8th day. Damn I like that's been over a week since I started writing about this. Makes me happy tbh. A lot has been on my mind. But right now I don't have a specific topic that I want to write about. Just started the day. And got caffeine in. I kind of hate planning. You know, cause even if you plan. You have no idea what will end up happening so instead of planning what to do, and what not to do. Just do what you have to do "as of work" and then pray and have faith that I'll end up well. 

I miss the days where I finished my shift around 5am, have the juiciest workout around 6am where It was no one but me, myself and I. And then I could freely try the "get me your manager" workout. Something that I really want to try is the "skin the cat" and tbh I've been doing really great dips in the past few workouts. I'd finish my workout and then do some knee tucks and leg raises. Finished by dips and dead hang. Goddamn. I really need to hit the gym ASAP. Thinking of hitting "Esraa" girlie get some monster whites we have a workout to hit. 

Thinking of going tmrw "وسط البلد الشقيقة" just my headphones and some Frank Sinatra with my long black coat and just me walking. I walked 48 blocks in 400$ shoes - Carrie Bradshaw. 

But we'll see what's going to happen. I don't want to spend tmrw just laying in bed and rest. It doesn't matter. I always feel restless. Cause I ain't getting my Vitamin D I just need some sun. هاخد الجمعية و هطلع اي حته كام يوم. Maybe around January or February. I just need some time to think. About what ? I have no fucking clue. 

I do love spending sometime alone. Tbh I even hate and despise people who are not able to spend some time with themselves. 8 days in a row. Still 22 more to go.