#STAY_FREAKY

12th day, I lost count yesterday thought it was day 10 while it was the11th, strangely enough something happened yesterday that did put me in a good mood for the rest of the fucking night, and no it wasn't that the coffee guy or whatever the fuck he is, gave an extra cake next to my espresso, it was something else. A new PR. 

Currently in bed, sipping coffee, as usual, listening to a little something something, idk I feel good. Chantaje by Shakira, "صدور الدجاج مستنياني اكلها", some freaky chicken for real. Life's good. "الحمدلله".

I just have some assignments and work that I need to get done, so that's what I'll be working on. And speaking of Shakira, I remember my favorite song was "Loca" when I was in 4th grade, and speaking about Shakira again, let me tell you about the 2nd day at Dahab with my girlies, it was the four of us, and it was me who suggested that we go in this restaurant so we can see what was this "Batchata" all about, Damn I fucking love that day, a good outfit, me with my girlies, wearing my favorite perfume, and just ate a great ass meal, "هعوز ايه تاني", we danced till we couldn't stand, then we strolled, me with my Birell and just us laughing our asses off, that was a good great fucking day. Gracious heavens.

Life is good, I don't have much going on right now, I just want to listen to music, get work done and just enjoy my time, so yea, it's me getting out of my slump, realizing life's great, laughing so hard at memes that are barely funny, yea, life's great, #STAY _FREAKY. 

I sometimes feel so cringe having all these good vibes going on or whatever the fuck, I mean you can't tell me that I'm the only one who hates being in a good mood, "هو انا بقول ايه", not that I hate it, but tbh I think it's a little embarrassing, I can't help but laugh at whatever the fuck I'm saying right now, "يا ارم فوقي لنفسك- تيتا ", mm thinking of killing that old woman, anyways, I love it and hate it at the same time whenever I feel like the true main character I am, and the past couple of days I felt the exact opposite, for example, writing this while feeling like the main character makes me feel like the whole country is going to read that shit, not only read it but like it too, but when I don't feel like the main character, I feel like the only person who will be reading this is going to be me, before I go to sleep. 

Another example, notice how in the past few days I've been slightly hinting about my relationship with my father and how it's been affecting me and how I view myself, right now, in my main character energy I can't help but "اني احمد ربنا علي كل اللي حصل", cause damn, this maybe the reason why I have such elite dark humor, maybe, you know, some character development too along the way, and my dear reader, if you feel all cringed because you feel too much of a main character, just say fuck it,  هو الواحد بيعيش كام مره, انا الجملة ديه كانت هتوديني ورا الشمس كذا مره, لولا ستر ربنا", anyway, feel like the main character you are, I can't help but cringe at the last sentence but still I will say it, my dear reader, fuck it, FUCK IT and

 STAY FREAKY.

Just stay freaky as much as you can, be the freak you were always meant to be, "Keep calm and stay FREAKY", 

و ربنا يسترها علينا